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Journal Entry: Thu Jul 3, 2014, 4:43 PM
OH good GRIEF. My stomach has bene all kinds of screwy this last week. Stress does that to me, alongside giving me an all-over itchy body rash (the elss said about THAt the better!). Birthday was a disaster, as i had predicted prior to the date. Usual awkwardness, starnge people, screaming baby, and other madness. Just once, id like a birthday where my wishes actually COUNTED. I wasnt even allowed to play music at the BBQ, none of mine anyway. Instead my own father made me sort out a playlist based off the acient, decrepit old junk HE listens to. Just because modern music hasnt stood the test of time, does NOT make it crap. Its not MY fault modern folks have such short attention spans, plus, as i pointed out, the range was limited back then, musics easier and mroe accessable now, elading to an avalanche of differewnt tastes and fads. Itw as a pointless tirade, i was ignored. And people wonder why i get depressed and reluctant to smile the closer it gets. Its because i know it represents a day in which i matter LEAST.  The effort of keeping a fake smile on my face, and sitting on every hurtful respons ei HAVE takes a lot. I ended up secluded in the upper rooms of the house, with only the Tv and a stuffed MLP plushie for company (it was Rarity btw). I dont think she liked being cried on, but i didnt have any people, none that cared. My sisters BFF and her new baby were there. Its a well-pointed out fact i don't get on with kids, they unnerve me, and the sound of a baby crying sets me on edge. Its not that i dislike kids, i just cant COPE around them, im almost scared of them. So of COURSE they assigned me to "keep an ear out" in case the baby (who was asleep in his moses basket in my mums room below) started crying. Genius move, assign me to somethign thats more likely to make me rack up the volume on the TV like i do my iPod.

AND, also, said BFF of sister had brought her hubby with her, someoen i dont really knoiw (ive only met him like 3 times, and then only briefly). So yeah, yet another set of people who claimed the "understood" me put me through a nightmare. I wnated one day where id get to choose something, just ONE. I didnt think i was asking for the proverbial moon on a stick, so why? I find it hard to trust people, as ive discoevred what they call "understandign" in a pointless barrage of BS. I guess i have a blindspot called hope; everytime i hope theyll udnerstand, but never. I know its pathetic, but i wanted a birthday that FELT like it was in some part mine. i have never felt less a part of things than i did that day. They didn't even check to see if i was OK. Well, save for dragging me downstairs for the cake. I brought Rarity, and i could tell dad had already had plenty of beers, he didn't tell me off for bringing a stuffed toy to the table. Typical, the only time i don't get railed at, its when one or both of them are drunk! And they wonder why i don't have as much respect for them as they want. How can i, when i don't get any in return.

GAH, my iPad just static-shocked me @__@. Cheeky little whatsit. And yes, thats IPAD. I won one in a raffle at the learnign center i attend. I named it Celestia, after the Alicorn princess from MLP.

Funny, typing this is the first time ive actually had time to cry about it, the last two weeks has been too crazy to do it.

Ive also had a song on repeat the last half an hour; iNSaNiTy - Circus-P. Its a Vocaloid song, and a really catchy one at that...

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:iconalairis:
Alairis Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday!
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YamanakaAngel Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
Thank you! ^_^
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Petra-K-Z Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist

Happy birthday, mate!
:cake: :hug: :la: :aww:

Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday, dear Angel!
Happy birthday to you!

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YamanakaAngel Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
Thanks so much! ^.^
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Petra-K-Z Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome! ^^
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Alairis Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Didn't realize you were into MLP as well! Cool beans.
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YamanakaAngel Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
^__^ Yeah, i noticed DA was recommending all these artists that drew the new MLP: FIM series, so i started reading them and it went from there...
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Alairis Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Have you watched the show then too? I'd also recommend the comics (if you don't mind me saying so). They get into stuff they can't do in the show a bit.
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YamanakaAngel Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
Its hard to get the show in the UK, few channels show it, and theres no sign of a DVD release, although Amazon UK are putting up seasons 1 +2 for streaming soon! Once i move and get a broadband line fitted, i can hopefully start watching it!
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blackmoongirl Featured By Owner May 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav~!
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